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lyrics
(uh-uh)
(uh-uh)
don't ask me if i'm okay
gonna soon find out (uh-uh)
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay
make 'em all bow down
wow
deep breath
drownin' thoughts inside my head
fill my lungs up with regret
rip the rest out of my chest (uh-uh)
i've been blessed with a suffocating vest
and a quest
self eruption, cause destruction
'til i'm dead
yeah, i've been
at the edge of abyss
feel the darkness from within
in my head
is a version of myself
i resent
every sin and mistake i never lived
know i should be better but
don't know where to begin
don't ask me if i'm okay
gonna soon find out (uh-uh)
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay
make 'em all bow down
wow
quick death
permanence would hurt less
put my soul under arrest
burn my body in the shed (uh-uh)
i'm depressed
i see demons when I rest
i confess
that i'm fallin' through the darkness
in my head
yeah, i've been
at the edge of abyss
overcomes and pulls me in
now i'm left
with a version of myself (uh-uh)
i resent
every sin and mistake i never lived
know i should do better but
i feel like giving in
don't ask me if i'm okay
gonna soon find out (uh-uh)
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay
make 'em all bow down
wow
don't ask me if i'm okay (uh-uh)
gonna soon find out
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay (uh-uh)
don't ask
if I'm
okay.
don't ask me if i'm okay
gonna soon find out (gonna soon find out)
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay
make 'em all bow down (make 'em all bow down)
don't ask me if i'm okay
gonna soon find out (uh-uh)
no, i'm not doin' fuckin' okay
make 'em all bow down
wow
credits
released July 2, 2021
written by: indy., benX
produced by: benX
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